Life is...

Enjoying Nasi Dagang and Roti Bakar at Hai Peng Kopitiam with my fellow office mates

It has been 4 months since my last post. Too busy to write and actually not in the mood to share anything at all. Life was a bit down for the past few months and so far I could not do anything to make it better, rather than pray to the Almighty. Sometimes it is good to be reminded by Allah that there is always the greatest one that controls everything. Luck is not always on our side. Just bear in mind that everybody has their own problems to solve, so don't add another to theirs with yours.

Sometimes I wonder if I could just ignore whatever problems that comes and just let them come and hit me right on my nose and just let it be. There are things that I could control but there are so many other things that I have to let them be. Better not pretend to be a macho man and say that everything is under control. From having problems we learn to know about our true selves. Never give up but take things as it comes because life is about survival and sacrifice. The saddest thing is when I look at my children and wonder what will happen to them if I fail to survive.

I still believe that there will always be some tiny light in the end of my journey and everything will be OK someday. I like challenges but this time around it has been quite on the high side. May Allah help me make it through.

Just got home from Kuching after a dreadful week of work from morning till night, but I just love the experience, especially when everything works beautifully in the end. Actually, having challenges at work is rather fun than having challenges in life because there is always an alternative to just quit my job, but I may never quit my own life.